On the first page of our story, our future seemed so bright.

I don't know how things got so bad between us... I said I'd always love you, and I meant it. I'm just done, I really am. I'm not trying to replace you, I'm just done trying to pursue you. This really just isn't fair to me anymore... and it hasn't been for awhile now. How could you just throw me out of your life, without any explanation? I needed you, and you just let me suffer in silence. You're a coward for not facing me. I hope that one day I will be able to forgive you, but honestly that day is nowhere in the near future. I feel like my other half is gone. You will never fill the void where my heart is, again. I really believed in you, and you let me down. I'm falling down just as fast as I fell for you, except this time I know you're not going to be the one to catch me. This hurts like hell, and you seem unaffected. I don't understand how... You just don't fall out of love with someone in a day. Maybe that's just my opinion. Maybe you just don't realize the extent of what you've done. You don't know how to love anyone, but yourself. You're so god damn selfish. You knowingly treated me like shit, and did nothing to try to change that. I let you treat me so badly, because I thought that if you loved someone you take whatever they throw at you. At this point I regret staying in such an unhealthy relationship. The pain you caused me just wasn't worth being with you. You're a lost cause, and when you realize that I'm seriously done with you I hope you go into a deep state of fucking depression. I want you to feel just as bad as I do, but you will never feel that low. Guaranteed. You never cease to amaze me, you know? Every time you would hurt me I would cheer myself by thinking, well at least it can't get any worse than this. It got worse every single time though. I wish I could say all this to your face, but you'd rather just shut me out. You're going to regret this one day, and that's not threat. It's a promise. Oh, but wait. You wouldn't know how to keep one of those to save your fucking life, isn't that right?