Goodbye.

I literally feel as if someone ripped my heart out of my chest, and stomped on it. I haven't felt this low in awhile... I really hope you're happy. You broke my heart. It's shattered into a thousand fucking pieces, and I will never trust you to put the pieces back together again. I gave you chance after chance, and invested so much into OUR relationship. Newsflash? A relationship is two sided. Loving someone should be effortless, but loving you is like a fucking nightmare. This isn't entirely your fault though ... I blame myself mostly. I blame myself for ever believing you would change. You'll never change. You're a piece of shit. I've shed so many tears because of you, and for what? WE no longer exist. I exist, and you exist, but you may as well not exist to me. You're dead to me. I'm cutting you right out of my life, just like you tried to cut me out of yours. I could care less about you at this point... I hate you. You used to be my everything. Literally. You were my whole fucking world, asshole. You'll never do better than me, and you and I both know that. All the love I had for you is gone. Go find someone else's life to ruin. You've taken up way too much of my time already. Fuck you. I'm done, and I mean it this time. How does it feel knowing you are my biggest regret?