I'm better off pretending like I never really knew you. I've got to stop holding hands with the memories I am feeling.

I feel like I woke up in a bad dream, only I can't wake up... Reality has become a nightmare for me without you in my life. I need something to help cope with all this pain, because it's unbearable. When you said we'd be together forever, I actually believed you. Stupid me. I wish you knew how I felt, and actually gave a fuck. I miss you. <|3