"I don't know that love changes. People change. Circumstances change."

I don't love you any less than I used to ... My love for you is still very much alive. You're always on my mind, and in my heart. I know that it is possible to move on, as impossible as it seems, and in time the pain lessens. It will never completely go away, but after awhile it's not as overwhelming. You're just scared ... You're scared to get hurt again, and that's understandable. I'm scared too though, but honestly? You're worth the risk of getting hurt, again. You always have been. I just wish the feeling was mutual :'( Goodnight.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It just means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Don't say I never fought for you. I literally begged for you back ... and you just laughed in my face. You know what though? I don't need to throw myself at any guy to make him want me, including you. I have so much to offer. I just wish I could have realized that a little bit sooner. Everything that you put me through is just going to make me a stronger person one day. I'm done chasing you, dear. I gave you my all ... I gave you 100% when really it should have been 50-50. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going to miss you. I love you more than anything, but I'm sure I can love you equally as much as a friend ... It's going to be really hard, but I think this is for the best. It's finally time to put the past between us, and move on with our lives. I just want you to be happy ... I truly think we could of had it all, but I guess we'll never know now. Goodbye, baby. Thanks for all the memories. < 3

déjà vu?

I know you so well ... I knew that it was only a matter of time before time repeated itself once again. Last year when you left me for another girl I thought I would never get over it ... Stupidly enough though, I took you back. Everything I ever did for you was out of love. You took my love for granted though. You never appreciated anything I ever did for you. You made me feel like absolute shit about myself ... Honestly, I deserve SO much better than you. You'd think I'd be over you by now, but no. I still love you with all my heart, and I just cannot let you go. This is getting out of hand though. These games you keep playing with my heart, and mind are getting old, fast. I will never let myself be your 2nd option again. I deserve nothing less than to be your one and only. You should of learned to cherish me, and all the love I had to offer. You'll never find anyone else like me, and definately no one that will ever love you as much I do. I'm one of a kind. I need to be strong. I'm not your fucking doormat. I'm the door, meaning I should be the one shutting you out not the other way around. I just want to be happy again ... but I realize now that I don't need YOU to make me happy anymore. I can only wait around for so long. Please, don't make me wait any longer than I have to for you to come back.

I'm better off pretending like I never really knew you. I've got to stop holding hands with the memories I am feeling.

I feel like I woke up in a bad dream, only I can't wake up... Reality has become a nightmare for me without you in my life. I need something to help cope with all this pain, because it's unbearable. When you said we'd be together forever, I actually believed you. Stupid me. I wish you knew how I felt, and actually gave a fuck. I miss you. <|3

On the first page of our story, our future seemed so bright.

I don't know how things got so bad between us... I said I'd always love you, and I meant it. I'm just done, I really am. I'm not trying to replace you, I'm just done trying to pursue you. This really just isn't fair to me anymore... and it hasn't been for awhile now. How could you just throw me out of your life, without any explanation? I needed you, and you just let me suffer in silence. You're a coward for not facing me. I hope that one day I will be able to forgive you, but honestly that day is nowhere in the near future. I feel like my other half is gone. You will never fill the void where my heart is, again. I really believed in you, and you let me down. I'm falling down just as fast as I fell for you, except this time I know you're not going to be the one to catch me. This hurts like hell, and you seem unaffected. I don't understand how... You just don't fall out of love with someone in a day. Maybe that's just my opinion. Maybe you just don't realize the extent of what you've done. You don't know how to love anyone, but yourself. You're so god damn selfish. You knowingly treated me like shit, and did nothing to try to change that. I let you treat me so badly, because I thought that if you loved someone you take whatever they throw at you. At this point I regret staying in such an unhealthy relationship. The pain you caused me just wasn't worth being with you. You're a lost cause, and when you realize that I'm seriously done with you I hope you go into a deep state of fucking depression. I want you to feel just as bad as I do, but you will never feel that low. Guaranteed. You never cease to amaze me, you know? Every time you would hurt me I would cheer myself by thinking, well at least it can't get any worse than this. It got worse every single time though. I wish I could say all this to your face, but you'd rather just shut me out. You're going to regret this one day, and that's not threat. It's a promise. Oh, but wait. You wouldn't know how to keep one of those to save your fucking life, isn't that right?

Goodbye.

I literally feel as if someone ripped my heart out of my chest, and stomped on it. I haven't felt this low in awhile... I really hope you're happy. You broke my heart. It's shattered into a thousand fucking pieces, and I will never trust you to put the pieces back together again. I gave you chance after chance, and invested so much into OUR relationship. Newsflash? A relationship is two sided. Loving someone should be effortless, but loving you is like a fucking nightmare. This isn't entirely your fault though ... I blame myself mostly. I blame myself for ever believing you would change. You'll never change. You're a piece of shit. I've shed so many tears because of you, and for what? WE no longer exist. I exist, and you exist, but you may as well not exist to me. You're dead to me. I'm cutting you right out of my life, just like you tried to cut me out of yours. I could care less about you at this point... I hate you. You used to be my everything. Literally. You were my whole fucking world, asshole. You'll never do better than me, and you and I both know that. All the love I had for you is gone. Go find someone else's life to ruin. You've taken up way too much of my time already. Fuck you. I'm done, and I mean it this time. How does it feel knowing you are my biggest regret?