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"Cover up with make up in the mirror. Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again. You cry alone, and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man, when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?"

I was just a crutch for your loneliness, your heart was never really there ...

Just know that I am always going to love you ... but I can't keep fighting for someone who isn't willing to fight for me back. I just wish you'd stop giving me false hope. Stop telling me that you love me, because you only love your fucking self. You don't want me, you just like the attention. You have a girlfriend, so go fuck with her mind for a change. Go break her heart, just like you broke mine. I don't know how you sleep at night. You've got everyone fooled into thinking that you are this nice guy, but I can see past all of that. I know who you really are. I may not be perfect, but atleast I have good intentions ... Unlike YOU. You are just out to get you want, and you don't care about who you hurt along the way. I refuse to be just another girl to you ... I am THE girl. I am the girl that got away ... and when you realize that I'm not coming back for you this time you are going to be crushed. As you should be considering the best thing you ever had just walked out of your life.

I don't like the idea of you. I'm in love with the idea of you.

Stop kidding yourself ... do the right thing, or live with the guilt of cheating on your girlfriend for the remainder of your relationship. Your choice.

"I don't know that love changes. People change. Circumstances change."

I don't love you any less than I used to ... My love for you is still very much alive. You're always on my mind, and in my heart. I know that it is possible to move on, as impossible as it seems, and in time the pain lessens. It will never completely go away, but after awhile it's not as overwhelming. You're just scared ... You're scared to get hurt again, and that's understandable. I'm scared too though, but honestly? You're worth the risk of getting hurt, again. You always have been. I just wish the feeling was mutual :'( Goodnight.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It just means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Don't say I never fought for you. I literally begged for you back ... and you just laughed in my face. You know what though? I don't need to throw myself at any guy to make him want me, including you. I have so much to offer. I just wish I could have realized that a little bit sooner. Everything that you put me through is just going to make me a stronger person one day. I'm done chasing you, dear. I gave you my all ... I gave you 100% when really it should have been 50-50. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going to miss you. I love you more than anything, but I'm sure I can love you equally as much as a friend ... It's going to be really hard, but I think this is for the best. It's finally time to put the past between us, and move on with our lives. I just want you to be happy ... I truly think we could of had it all, but I guess we'll never know now. Goodbye, baby. Thanks for all the memories. < 3

déjà vu?

I know you so well ... I knew that it was only a matter of time before time repeated itself once again. Last year when you left me for another girl I thought I would never get over it ... Stupidly enough though, I took you back. Everything I ever did for you was out of love. You took my love for granted though. You never appreciated anything I ever did for you. You made me feel like absolute shit about myself ... Honestly, I deserve SO much better than you. You'd think I'd be over you by now, but no. I still love you with all my heart, and I just cannot let you go. This is getting out of hand though. These games you keep playing with my heart, and mind are getting old, fast. I will never let myself be your 2nd option again. I deserve nothing less than to be your one and only. You should of learned to cherish me, and all the love I had to offer. You'll never find anyone else like me, and definately no one that will ever love you as much I do. I'm one of a kind. I need to be strong. I'm not your fucking doormat. I'm the door, meaning I should be the one shutting you out not the other way around. I just want to be happy again ... but I realize now that I don't need YOU to make me happy anymore. I can only wait around for so long. Please, don't make me wait any longer than I have to for you to come back.

I'm better off pretending like I never really knew you. I've got to stop holding hands with the memories I am feeling.

I feel like I woke up in a bad dream, only I can't wake up... Reality has become a nightmare for me without you in my life. I need something to help cope with all this pain, because it's unbearable. When you said we'd be together forever, I actually believed you. Stupid me. I wish you knew how I felt, and actually gave a fuck. I miss you. <|3