Do you know what it feels like ... ?

Do you know what it feels like to completely lose yourself? Do you know what it feels like when it seems as if everybody around you has given up on you? Do you know what it feels like to know that what little you have left could be gone in a second? Do you know what it feels like to watch friend after friend walk out of your life? Do you know what if feels like to love someone so much that it hurts? Do you know what it feels like to be a total disappointment to your family? Do you know what it feels like to just not care about much of anything anymore? Do you know what it feels like to wake up every morning, and feel like you have nothing to live for? I do. I need someone to talk to. I need help. I'm just so unhappy, and I'm just so lost. I don't know what to do anymore. Please, help me. I'm willing to better myself ...