You can only hold onto the past for so long...

March 14th, 2012; an entire year has gone by, and I'm in the exact same spot as I was a year ago. Nothing has changed over the course of this year, as in you haven't changed. You haven't changed one bit. You used to tell me that if I loved you, I wouldn't think that you needed to change. I guess I was just hoping that you'd want to change willingly. I guess I was just hoping that you'd want to better yourself, for me. I guess I was just hoping that I was worth it to you, that I was worth fighting for. You used to tell me that I was the best thing that ever happened to you, and now you're telling her the same thing. You used to tell me that you loved me, and it's only a matter of time before you're telling her that also. I used to believe in forever you know? I used to be a dreamer, before you went and let me down. When we were together, it was as if nothing else mattered. It seemed as if as long as we were together everything was going to be alright. I loved you with every ounce I had inside of me, but lately I constantly find myself wondering whether or not you ever really loved me back. But none of that matters now, does it? Because you're with her, and you're happy. I wonder if I'll ever be that happy with someone else... I thought I needed you, but I don't. At the end of the only people I need are my friends, and myself. My life will go on with, or without you. I'd much rather prefer it to go on with you, but we can't always get what we want... This is my final goodbye. Best of wishes.